{"id":72935,"date":"2017-02-01T19:05:16","date_gmt":"2017-02-01T17:05:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/xtramagazine.com\/why-i-went-back-in-the-closet-while-travelling-to-india-part-1-72935"},"modified":"2020-10-07T19:21:37","modified_gmt":"2020-10-07T23:21:37","slug":"why-i-went-back-in-the-closet-while-travelling-to-india-part-1","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/xtramagazine.com\/love-sex\/why-i-went-back-in-the-closet-while-travelling-to-india-part-1-72935","title":{"rendered":"Why I went back in the closet while travelling to India (Part 1)"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

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I was sitting at the back of a hole-in-the-wall eatery in Pushkar, India, having mediocre dal, naan and chapati. As I ate, I chatted with my new friend Heather, who was sitting back there too. I\u2019d decided to just say hello, which I never really do. Turned out she was from New Zealand and had been traveling for a few weeks with her partner but was now on her own.\r\n\r\nWe spoke in code about our sexuality for some time before realizing that we were both queer. Personally, my apprehension to disclose was due to some strange experiences I\u2019d had during my first few days in India. Funny that the first person I\u2019d met in this small and somewhat out of the way town would be a lesbian traveller, since I hadn\u2019t met a single openly gay guy yet in India.\r\n\r\nI\u2019d started my trip through India two weeks earlier in Jaipur, getting myself reacquainted with the chaotic beauty that I\u2019ve always loved about this country. I headed to Pushkar next, which was less chaotic and more enchanting. On my first day there I walked along the holy lake, passing devout Hindus bathing in one of the ghats and throwing flowers in the water. Up above, on the street around the lake, the hippies roamed the bazaars on foot and scooters, dressed like it was 1969, like we were in some mystic time warp.\r\n\r\nI chose India specifically to see these sites. It was much more of a cultural trip for me, although I\u2019d be lying if I said I wasn\u2019t also hoping to hookup, particularly after my dry spell in Thailand<\/a>. Maybe I could meet a local who could also show me around \u2014 or something else?\r\n\r\nThat didn\u2019t happen. Not in Jaipur anyway.\r\n\r\nThe reason for my failings during the first leg of my trip really boiled down to, in my opinion, India\u2019s regressive laws surrounding homosexuality. In 2009, the Delhi High Court ruled that Section 377<\/a> of the Indian Penal Code, which criminalized consensual homosexuality, was unconstitutional. But four years later, the Supreme Court overruled the High Court, ruling that only Parliament can change the law. As a result, the Supreme Court declared that the 2009 ruling was legally unsustainable and homosexuality was criminalized again.<\/p>\n

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A travel warning for queer people in India.<\/span> Credit: Mike Miksche\/Daily XtraSince then, several prominent openly LGBT Indian celebrities have publicly petitioned against the law<\/a> and there have been repeated efforts to decriminalize it with no such luck<\/a>.I asked Heather about her experience in India as a lesbian. She admitted that she\u2019d been playing it \u201cstraight\u201d for the sake of safety and even told one guy, who\u2019d been harassing her, that she had a husband. I found myself playing somewhat of the same charade, which was strange for me. I\u2019ve been out to my family and friends since my late teens, so going back into the closet seemed as regressive as the laws in India.By playing straight, I knew that it was also inhibiting my chances of meeting other gay men too, but I was in a foreign country. I didn\u2019t understand the customs so I needed to be careful.Despite that, I did attempt to be as honest as I could be so that I wasn\u2019t a complete phony. When asked by locals if I was married, I said \u2018No,\u2019 and when they asked why I\u2019d just say that I had no interest. Same went for having children \u2014 it just wasn\u2019t my thing.I never mentioned Ernan though. Or the fact that I was gay.Before I\u2019d arrived, I learned that there were no gay clubs or bars in either city, which wasn\u2019t a huge surprise, though I had also read about a park and a garden in Jaipur where guys go cruising. When I tried to log back onto Squirt.org (which is owned by Xtra<\/i>\u2019s publisher Pink Triangle Press) at my hotel to get all the details, I found the site was blocked because it was categorized as \u201cporn.\u201dI gave up on that idea, but didn\u2019t completely attribute it to being a gay site. It said \u201cporn\u201d not \u201cgay.\u201d And maybe it was just the hotel that blocked it, not the government of India.When I went on Scruff, I got a disturbing warning:\u201cThe country you have recently entered has laws that criminalize sexual acts between consenting adult males. Persons convicted of such acts may be subject to one or more of the following: Life imprisonment.\u201d<\/i><\/span><\/figcaption>\n<\/div>\n

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